Wasted.

I got blazing drunk on Saturday. Probably the most drunk I've ever been. I couldn't remember a thing, even right after it happened.

I spent most of Sunday sleeping and throwing up. I smell bad. I feel dizzy. And I got to thinking.

I am so behind. Homework, weight loss, cleaning, payments...

I don't know what to do. I don't have time for anything and I'm gonna crack if I don't figure out a way to do it all.

Excuse me I need to go throw up.