Ugh I am such a failure.

I feel like the worst girlfriend in the world. I do nothing but take take take, and he's sick right now and I can't go take care of him because I have to study and I can't get sick and I'm so behind and

I can't take it anymore!

I just don't know what to do anymore. I can barely keep up with school, I'm letting my jealousy get in the way of everything...Ugh. I just need some direction in my life.

So with the next $100 I have available, I'm visiting a psychic. I figure there's nothing wrong with that.