Yesterday, we took a bike ride up to our spot. It was a nice bike ride, we listened to music and enjoyed the view. When we got there, he told me he heard the perfect song for the moment on the way up.

It was perfect. It was a perfect ride, with a perfect boy, in a perfect moment.

And now things suck.

I guess he's just going through what I went through a few months ago, where it was impossible to feel happy and I felt miserable all the time. So, instead of turning it around and drawing all attention to myself, I'm going to be there for him and always try to cheer him up. Things are really, really hard right now, for both of us, and I intend to turn that around.

If I can afford to.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnn9JlqqTE4