Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I can't even think of words to describe the way it feels to find your half brother and sister on facebook. And see how much she looks like you. It was almost a sick feeling, but I wanted to cry at the same time. Especially when I saw a picture of my dad, you couldn't see his face but I can tell it's him. I've never cared before, ever. But for some reason ever since father's day this year its really been bothering me. How could you live your life knowing that you have another child out there somewhere and just not care? Wouldn't you want to know if they were even still alive? What they looked like? If they had kids of their own? How could you not wonder! It just makes me think that he's an even bigger dirtbag than I ever realized. From the looks of it, I'm the complete opposite from his "real" children. The boys pictures were all of him drunk and blah blah. And the girl was posing in some little belly shirt taking her picture in the mirror, not too mention she has a 19 year old son! Weird.......I have a nephew that I don't even know. I don't know what to think. How random would it be if I ever added them? "Hi, we have the same dad. I got your hand-me-downs once as a child. Remember me?" Yeah no thanks.
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