How can you go from being so damn happy to being at the ultimate low? Uuugh life's a bitch. A big one. I hate school. It makes me wake up early and stay up late. And the amount of homework is a joke. It's keeping boyfriend away from me. He won't hang out with me if he has homework, I haven't seen him for 3 days. Why the hell we can't do homework together I'll never know. But what I do know is this, I can not have a relationship where we only see each other on weekends. I refuse. So something has got to change. He is my happy place. How can I make myself feel better when the one person I count on the most won't even let me be with him? Talk about frustrating. I miss sissy and nubbin like crazy. I've only talked to her on the phone a few times and him just once. And when I heard his voice I cried again. I hate this long-distance crap. It's making my heart hurt like you wouldn't believe. And speaking of hurt.....My god damn tooth hurts like a little bitch. But can I afford to get it fixed? Heavens no. I don't have insurance of any kind and there is no way I can fork over the money on my own. So I have to go on suffering in silence. I'll just listen to the scream coming from my uterus because it too is in pain. I love being a woman. I'm sure that's the main reason for this post....I'm an emotional, hormonal, psycho girl with FEELINGS.
Oh no, alert the press, I have feelings. And they hurt.
FML.
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