Fear

And I know we'll break up before I go :(

"My mom doesn't think we should do long distance."

"Why?"

"Because she said it's not fair..." he hesitated for a second, "it's not fair to either of us."

I'm sure she'll get her wish. Whatever.

I CAN DO NO RIGHT BY ANYBODY.

I've played the silent game with my mom the past few days, apparently my trips and moves are a bad idea, he's been dancing around this subject, and now his mother thinks it a good idea for us to break up.

And I think I didn't do well on my math test.

I wish someone didn't think of me as a selfish failure. It would feel good for a change.