SOMETIMES...as in mostly today/yesterday...I think I may have made the dumbest mistake in my life.

I miss him so much.
I make ONE mistake and I feel like such a failure.
Future-roommate is making it sound like I've caused all her financial woes.
I have no job, and finding one is a bitch.
I'm going to get behind in payments.
BLAGHARGH THIS IS SHIIIIIIIT