I have MAJOR self esteem issues and I'm not a fan of it. I wish I could see myself through his eyes........ He insists that I'm "beautiful" and that he's "so lucky". I just don't see it. The majority of the time I look in the mirror and cringe. The other morning he said to me "I love laying with you in the mornings, you always look so beautiful." My heart dropped out of my butt. It was probably one of the sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. If anyone is lucky, it's me. I freaking love him. So much. I'm starting to think about the future and that is scaring me. I picture us living together in a cute little house and it scares the shit out of me. I can't imagine going on without him and that scares me even more.