Monday, April 6, 2009
I'm 100% completely discouraged. I cried myself to sleep last night, I haven't done that for quite a while. He says he won't be ready to move out for atleast 6 months and even then he "doesn't know what he'll be doing". Whatever the hell that is supposed to mean. Moving back home after you've lived on your own has to be the worst thing ever. You go from being totally independent and having complete freedom to driving your mom to work every morning and not having your boyfriend sleep over because it's "weird". Plus the dryer is broken. PAIN IN MY ASS. Now let's talk about his second job......I'm never going to see him! He doesn't seem to worked up about it....."I think we can survive without seeing each other every day." Agreed. We can. But that's not the point! I feel seperated from him and this is not going to help. Now he wants to put off our vacation next month. I can't win. I'm not happy at all, I'm reverting back to my old ways and it's not good.
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